Lately is more than accurate to say that I'm feeling down and low, I'm depress and without any meaning to keep me up, a broken heart does that, the loss of the love you had magnifies those feelings. Currently I just wanna have a low profile, as I'm too fragile to give myself to someone. Even though I once had a light in my life, she's gone now, and I dunno if she'll ever return. And even if so, why should I open my arms and heart to her after all my trust been broken? I dunno, I'm really out of words, and believe me, that doesn't happen a lot. But I don't know, for now I would like to get a little light to take me out of this darkness, even though I love the darkness, I'm tired and cold being here all alone in the night. Maybe someday, someone might reach me up and make the spark on me grown once again, maybe, or just maybe I should be like this in the dark all alone. I'm an @ss for thinking like that I know, but that's me, that's part of my natural charm, if you like it, fine, if you don't, that's your problem, don't try to fix me, i'm really not broken, I'm just like that, 'cause...
I've been high, I've been low
I've been fast, I've been slow
I've had nowhere to go
Missed the bus, missed the show
I've been down on my luck
I've felt like giving up
My life locked in a trunk
When it hurt way too much
I needed a reason to live
Some love inside me to give
I couldn't rest I had to keep on searching
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te busquer
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tú llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciéndome sentir vivo otra vez
I've been too sad to speak and too tired to eat
Been too lonely to sing, devil cut off my wings
I've been hurt by my past but I feel the future
In my dreams and it lasts I wake up I'm not sure
I wanted to find the light something just didn't feel right
I needed an answer to end all my searching
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te busquer
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tú llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciéndome sentir vivo otra vez
I look in the mirror the picture's getting clearer
I wanna be myself but does the world really need her
I ache for this earth
I stopped going to church
See God in the trees makes me fall to my knees
My depression keeps building like a cup overfilling
My heart so rigid I keep it in the frigid
It hurts so bad that I can't dry my eyes
cause' they keep on refilling
with the tears that I cry
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te busquer
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tú llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciéndome sentir vivo otra vez
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te busquer
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tú llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
Haciéndome sentir vivo otra vez
Te busque debajo de las piedras y no te encontre
En la manana fria y en la noche te busquer
Hasta enloquecer
Pero tú llegaste a mi vida como una luz
Sanando las heridas de mi corazon
And I really don't expect that anyone can understand this, nor me, as someone said to me recently I might need unconditional love, but hey don't we all? After all, if you truly love someone you love all his/hers aspects, not just one or two. For me, being with someone, isn't fiction, I don't wanna live in a fiction, for that I've my writings, I use my imagination, and I write tales of worlds that only exists in my mind and soul, I create characters that may look like real persons but in fact are unique to my psychic. That's me, I'm a writer and I'm a dreamer. And even if that might seem a little peculiar to you, it can coexist in me. But hey, nevermind about that, as it's just some ramblings from my mind.
For now, I just hope that someday, somehow, someone can look for me under the rocks to until you found me. I hope that in the cold morning and at night you can look for me like crazy. Then you can arrive into my life like a light, healing the wounds of my heart, making me feel alive again...
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