sábado, 5 de julho de 2008

Dormente...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Pois é… já está disponivel no Ultimo Refugio o primeiro tomo do segundo volume da historia Sacavém by Night, para o lerem passem por aqui!!!




É pituresco ver como são as coisas, ainda a uns dias alguem muito especial disse-me que eu já não escrevia, pois não tinha nada para escrever... Fiquei indignado, mas depois parei e pensei um pouco... e no fim, acabei por concordar... estou a perder a minha capacidade imaginativa... isso é verdade e não pode ser assim, pois apesar de tudo o que acontece ao nosso redor não podemos nunca de deixar de sermos o que somos e bolas, se eu sou escritor (ou pelo menos tento), tenho que fazer o que devo de fazer... escrever.

Esta historia que hoje publico foi escrita numa faze complicada da minha vida, tinha acabado de me separar da minha ex-mulher e as coisas na minha mente estavam um pouco a deriva, contudo não deixei de escrever, e nos proximos dias vamos ver mais uns quantos Tomos desta grande historia (modestia a parte) escritos nessa ocasião... até que aos possos e se tudo correr bem para a semana irão ver textos mais actuais... pois assim não pode ser, não senhor... tenho que ganhar inspiração e deixar-me de preguiça... e isso impõe-se também aos meus projectos paralelos de jogos... hei... chega de moleza!!!!

E como tal, por agora é tudo... vou ver se faço algo de util para a sociedade e para mim...

1 comentário:

Isilme disse...


Hei.. at least i've made you think about it..
Don't you ever give up writing, no matter what you write, no matter if you like your serenates or not.

Como te disse..
O último refúgio dos pintores é o desenho, o pincel, a tela em branco, o mundo interior a ser puxado para fora..
O dos escritores, ou de quem escreve, não anda muito longe. É a composição, o lápis ou caneta, a folha em branco, o mundo interior a ser puxado para fora..

Também te expliquei o motivo de não escreveres.. e não preciso de te conhecer para te conseguir expor por palavras o porquê.
Também não preciso de dizer o que já sabes..

I´m you! It´s so sad, but true!
That´s why you're mind trembles at night, that´s why you're so terrified with this..
Nights can be so violent,
when beds become vacant..
But for now, I leave you with a song.
See ya tonight*


"A great man once said:
Winter never fails to turn into Spring
And though we're so different you and I
When we're together
Even the cold of December
Feels like the middle of May.

You are the night I am the day
You are the star that shows the way
You are the instrument I play
You're all the words I long to say
You are the land I am the sea
You are in counterpoint to me
And we agree to disagree
No need to lie

I only know when we're apart
I only live with half a heart
I need your hand to play my card
Together we're strong
We can't go wrong

And now we know just what to do
And how to get our meaning through
We're only one when we are two
Together we're strong

Together we're strong
We can't go wrong

And every time your eyes meet mine
I feel the world fall into line
I'm passing on that good luck sign
Let's keep hanging on
And now we know just what to do
And how we get our meaning through
We're only one when we are two
Together we're strong

And I will always try to understand you
I'll be there if you should need me
Plan you in my life
There's so much we can share
With each other
But if we say goodbye it's not forever
I can't lose you, now I've found you

I need you in my life

'Cause now you're in my life

And together we're strong

There are so many ways
Of looking at the world
Everyone has a different dream
Yours may not be the same as mine
But when we're together
We can make them all come true

You are the night I am the day
You are the star that shows the way
You are the night I am the day
You are the star that shows the way

You are the music to my song
Together we're strong

- * Mirelle Mathieu & Patrick Duffy * -